I feel so lost, i really do, its not a cliche...
I wonder what my purpose in life is, and i just cant seem to find it. NO matter how much I try i just dont seem to find what it is i'm looking for. I feel so trapped inside myself, i can't take it anymore, eventually i'm going to blow up and everything will just come out at once.
I feel like no one is listening to me, like no one wants to listen to me.... NO matter how much i scream, no one can here what i'm saying.
I want someone to understand me, is that so much to ask? Is it?
I'm not asking for pity, just understanding, someone to help me find my way.
Maybe i've changed, except not for the better? The old me used to volunteer and hang out with friends all the time, friends were always number 1 to me..now? I feel like a loser, who's losing her way.. i'm losing my way.
